Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Slighted

I'm upset. I'm really upset. It's kind of crazy. Things have happened the way I would have chosen, but I was left out of the entire process. After 20 years of my life being spent on the well being of teenagers in a volunteer capacity. Decisions were just made without me. Lots of decisions. Decisions about a program I created and ran. In fact I am the only person who ran it is now being done by someone else. And no one asked me. And many meetings and discussions have obviously happened, without me. And it seemed like they didn't even realize it until last night and I am feeling like the one kid in a group who is left out of a game.
But seriously, are I not entitled to some respect since I did the planning and the training? Couldn't they at least have told me before it became public knowledge. I feel so left out. And these people are supposed to be my friends and yet, they took no account for my feelings. NONE NONE NONE. I have to say this happens too often in my life. It is as if I am convenient to have around when no one else wants to do something, but then I make it work and everyone wants it. A simple question would have avoided all of this.
Anyway, I don't know if I can say anything to any of them without looking like a big baby so I dump it here.